I feel so used and abused. I know I'm worth much more than what I have been given but I don't see it changing. It's impossible to know if people are being honest so why bother trying to give my trust to people? It's just going to get broken and I'm going to be kicked back into my dark corner...each time my stay is longer and longer! I'm so tired of this fight, it's never ending for me. In my genes, in my past and in my future - depression!