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you know, i have tried really hard to be more positive about the future but i just can't do it, everyone thinks i am ok and fine coz thats what i am telling them but inside i am dying a bit more each day. i can't carry this on much longer, i nearly ended it on saturday, i came very close but some how i didn't.
wish i had now tho, just want to sleep the endless sleep and wash this pain away.:ohwell:
 
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Hey Andy, I know it can be hard to think positively about the future. You are in a dark place at the moment and you can't see the light but I can't help but think if you were to let down your boundaries and tell people how you're feeling that would be the first step to you feeling better. Do you have anyone close you can talk to? A relative, or a friend? Perhaps even a doctor? If you're having suicidal thoughts I do recommend you see a doctor. Please speak to someone instead of suffering in silence. I know the thought of speaking out can be daunting, but it will be worthwhile. Take care of yourself. :hug:
 
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