i feel so useless i feel really dreadful. i dont feel like anyone would miss me if i weren't here. i am registered but am worried that nobody would reply if they could see who i was. i have good things in my life - i have a loving family and a new baby - yet i feel like im not worth anything and that people would even be luckier off without me. why is this? i should just feel lucky and not care that people dont want me. but somehow i care.