User name says it all. I'm never good enough.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by nevergoodenough, Oct 15, 2009.

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  1. nevergoodenough

    nevergoodenough New Member

    I don't know why I feel this way. I don't *like* feeling this way.

    No matter what I do, it isn't good enough.




    I've thought so many times how to make it fast and painless (I'm a nurse). WTF??? I'm on Effexor...I should NOT be feeling this way.

    My husband and two of my kids sit right next to me and they have no idea why tears run down my face. Don't they care?

  2. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    Keep posting here. It will help. How long have you been taking the effexor?

  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hiya! Welcome to SF!

    :hug: I can't say I know what you are going through because I can't imagine what it must be like being depressed and having to cope with a marriage and children, but please don't give up. You have a lot to keep going for and your children need you :hug:

    Keep talking if it helps x
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I think you need to talk to hubby and let him know what your feeling You have to let him know what is causing your pain if in fact you know. I hope you can get some kind of councilling for this sadness. Your children love you no matter what and being a nurse doesn't make you less human. Maybe just makes it harder to accept that you can't heal yourself.
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