I cant stand things anymore. My mom is really sick. And yet we still fight cause we cant understand each other. My doctor doesnt know what to make of me and wants be back on certain medication I hate. School is a night mare, I cant make anything better with it regardless of how hard I try. My boyfirend is losing interest and wants out and of course Im falling harder for him as he falls out of it. Didnt get the dream job I wanted that would have solved a lot of problems for me. Im just this akward loser who can't do anything right and I just want to hide.