I have written all these poems pretty recently. I love poetry. It gives me relief and allows me to express myself in a way that makes more sense to myself, and to almost no one else. Anyway, here they are: __________________________ Hear the wind razors Hit the gravel and gutter Escape the ground Scream and utter Find yourself against the grain Pour the images into your eyes Pulse your limitless aptitude Inhale the rapid skies ...Break your cage of lies __________________________ Still and twitching, Clothed in a smile. Screeching my eyes in, Indignant and vile. Coreless mind Of only beginnings Fucking punish Show me my WINNINGS!!! Stare blindly at My acceptable style Still and twitching, Clothed in a smile. __________________________ Thrown out of existence Light has her way Find your mind, find her, Before she decides not to stay HAVE YOU NOT LEARNED GET THROUGH THE PLAIN STEP UP OR DIVE RUN INTO THE RAIN I have not seen her feign Nor fought for her Love has ignored The senses she stirred I KNOW YOU NO LONGER I TRIED FOR YOUR LIFE YOU CHOSE THE WRONG DOOR YOU BROKE YOUR OWN KNIFE I wrapped my soul We shared an embrace Her heart leaked through And I denied her face I ripped out her heart I sawed off her face I ate her heart I wore her face I stayed on the roof I watched for a year I searched for my mind I lost it from fear I gave up and lied I slept through the day I lost her on sight I let it slip away My mind has gone My blood sears Adrenaline pulls me apart I laugh with tears I choke others with my breath I make them hate me I kill off my friends They don't see me lately I ignore them Just as the stranger Intoxicated and smiling At no sight of danger My peers all stare They feel better with me there Their ridicules heal them Feeding off my mental wear and tear Is that my reason for existence? Are those people who I live for? Is this my life's entire goal? Is this my justification for gore? This ink is burning on me It blots out my eyes I can see better though As my speeding heart fries My scars stain my soul They plow my memories and hide As I've done with the light I've lost her, but she hasn't yet died I burn the remains I hammer my knees I fell through the door I'm caged and I freeze My life is still going Is this why I'm slowing? I shocked myself once It failed in bestowing I now found the light I ignore her as if accustomed to dark How can I let it fade? I die over a day to mark THROWN OUT OF EXISTENCE LIGHT HAS HER WAY FIND YOUR MIND, FIND HER, BEFORE SHE DECIDES NOT TO STAY. __________________________ Allowance, no use Leak out the pulls Ever or never Sever the fulls __________________________ Plain in sight, no visions Falsely portraying another day Give another hope please I'm not ready for this way Rain again, rain, please rain this day I cannot rain, so please provide Sunny for others, deceptive and cold Please. I haven't yet died. __________________________ Since my fuses are wet No care could lighten me up No angel could either ever Since my mind is corrupt __________________________ Coated in false denials Cuffed to my life Cuffs so invincible To any kind of knife Only solution Only one way Don't break the cuffs End the life this day. __________________________ Laughing out loud Snapping inside Pleading is a myth Beggars always tried All is wasted So much for trying All that is real Is truth-denying. __________________________ Draft me away A better place Heaven sounds nice Wanna race? __________________________ I've not surely seen you Shine for me Complexity and Simplicity Fit Perfectly.