This is a rant! im so pissed that someone would build a friendship and talk and laugh and make everything seems cool, then when intimacy is made, i decided to tell that person about my suicidal feeling and she rejects and deny me. This is a suicide forum, wtf do you expect? Perhaps allisrainbowandlovely.com is better suited? Im pissed cause it hurts to be deceived! MAKES ME WARY OF PEOPLE IN HERE NOW!!!! IF YOU SAY YOU'RE HERE TO HELP. THEN DONT ABANDON SHIP WHEN THINGS GET ROUGH!!!