what difference does it make to other peopl if i cut myself?? i'm not stupid, i can tell when to stop, i know how much is too much and i know that when i've finished, i'm totally ok. i feel better even. so why......exactly, does it bother them? yes, i'm hurting myself but in all honesty, if they cared they wouldn't pick at me, and tell me how useless and horrid and stupid i am. but they see a few scars on my hand and thats it....... *BANG* end of the world as i actually know it. i need counseling and prozac.. i NEED to tell people to leave me alone, i can deal with it myself, and if i have any problems, i'll be sure and not tell anyone, and......what was it?? "wallow in my own cloud of attention seeking, self pitying victimization".... next time? write it in an e-mail.