Sprewing forth filth and pain smelling rank of despair and bottles Waiting,,,open streets welcoming Crying, always let it go vomiting words, salad of meaningless expressions of mindless turmoil screams of Paris and others Why does this go on what the hell is your point? Studs and black...superheros money wasted books… knowledge expensive and useless… why? Fuck, spew out more putrid inner demons anger and worse Another swig and words shine bright through the hoppy haze The rum is gone, “why is the rum gone?” The Captain is my friend, my only friend… Welcome me, Please come back! Please come back!!! Fuck, fuck, fuck never, meant to...cause….what?? This is pointless...bop...bop...bop Word vomit on a keyboard, screaming to get out Free the mind. HA!...it only frees the voices to speak louder and louder. Fuck you, this doesn’t help why? Did I think this would help me feel… anything but that of my putrid soul… There is nothing, no point to this, stop reading now It will infect your soul,,,, Sunflowers…. Wish they would only take me as I am Ha, No one would take that… The price is to high, and the reward is a moor of waste. Make the world beautiful… The world isn’t beautiful mama... Quotes from nothingness, Blackness, endless layers of painted blackness depth to the staircase.void...sleep...another drink… “Slide” the penguin said.. Velvet arms in a savage garden. Fuck, scream it to the wind. it will never bring peace Ohm Ohm Ohm Mani Padme Hum. Ohm…. Oh fuck it. Suffocating in my existence and loneliness.. please just give me your attention...I forsake your love I am not worth...that...i know, I won’t pretend otherwise I am sorry, you were my everything… I don’t even know where this is going. More endless word vomit screaming from the tendles of my mind. Another drink, thinking about a kiss. Wish it was mine. Hold me...sorry I forgot, nevermind… I am sorry…. Oh gods This doesn’t end? That monkey will type Shakespeare before I belong Before I...Before…. I can’t Another drink...another drink...Why doesn’t the haze take away the voices?