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Very depressed

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Mvanessa, Feb 26, 2018.

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  1. Mvanessa

    Mvanessa Well-Known Member

    Very depressed angry etc. 3 days of non stop crap. More and more ppl delete me. I feel worthless. Went to a pain group and had a 3 hr panic attack. I’m under intense pressure and terrified of surgery consult on Wednesday
     
  2. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    Sorry to hear this. Do you want to say why people are deleting you? I think sometimes people have a hard time supporting someone who is going through a difficult time.
     
  3. Mvanessa

    Mvanessa Well-Known Member

    I don’t know anymore. They can’t seem to handle me and my issues. I don’t have a choice with what I’m going through.
     
  4. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    Yeah, it's not fair. It seems like the times that you need friends the most is the time that they're in the shortest supply.
     
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  5. Mvanessa

    Mvanessa Well-Known Member

    Ppl just don’t care
     
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  6. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    I wouldn't say that no one cares. Some people are too caught up in themselves, some people just don't know how to relate to someone who is suffering, other people are too overwhelmed.

    You may be able to find people who can support you and build a network. Usually if you only rely on network members a little bit at a time, you can keep the network going.
     
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  7. Mvanessa

    Mvanessa Well-Known Member

    I am not ok after consult. Never will be again
     
  8. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    I don't understand, can you explain?
     
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    What happened at the consult? please do share with us, we care. I hope you did not get bad news, well wishes your way!
     
  10. Mvanessa

    Mvanessa Well-Known Member

    I’m in shock and can’t talk about it yet. On auto pilot
     
  11. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    OK, We're here to listen when you are ready to talk about it, it might be good to let off steam and get it all out of your system:)
     
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  12. Mvanessa

    Mvanessa Well-Known Member

    I dk when I’ll be ready or how long shock will last. I’m only familiar with grief with loss of a loved one
     
  13. Casmir

    Casmir Member

    Don't want to have many friends they disappoint me too
    Much
     
  14. Mvanessa

    Mvanessa Well-Known Member

    It was a difficult appt. very cold and harsh reality
     
  15. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    That sounds horrible, I'm sorry.
     
  16. Mvanessa

    Mvanessa Well-Known Member

    Ty. I’m still in shock and can’t believe this
     
  17. Winter Blues

    Winter Blues SF Supporter

    What happened Mcanessa? How can we help you? Please talk to us xxx
     
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  18. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    Yes, please tell us what's wrong if you feel ready to.

    You're welcome! I just wish you were thanking me for bringing you the news that everything was going to get better
     
  19. Mvanessa

    Mvanessa Well-Known Member

    I don’t think I can. I’m not strong enough for this
     
  20. Mvanessa

    Mvanessa Well-Known Member

    My mom is clueless. Says what shock? Seriously?
     
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