Hi all, I haven't been around for a long while. Not that I was doing better, but I felt I could fight a little more. Now it's over, I don't have the strenght to go on like this. A summary of my situation. I live with my ex, we split up about 9 months ago, and this is a pain in the ass. I'm on treatment and therapy, still going on. I also see a social worker because I need lots of help with paperwork, and fiding solutions. My ex wants to move now, whatever where, he wants to move, and so I would keep the apartment... BUT, I called my landlord, and as I don't have a job, he's not warm to leave me live into it. My ex partner doesn't even want to be a caution for me. I don't know what I'm going to do, where I'm gonna live next month maybe. I can't take it anymore. I have lots of pills at home, and I'm hesitationg to take them all today. Why not? I have no more solutions, I've exhausted them all.