Last November, I was a shut-in and was just starting to deal with my psychological issues. During that time I met someone online that expressed romantic interest towards me. I was wary because I've never had a relationship with anyone before. But they slowly got me to believe them and I decided that I would take a chance at a relationship. Time went on and I started getting better and was able to go back to school. I started enjoying life more and being more involved with my family and friends. During this time I continued to keep a relationship with the person I met online. They were happy for me and said they would support in any decisions that I made. When it was Winter Break I decided to go back home to see my family. My family doesn't have much money and I can only afford to visit them once a year. I was very excited to see my family and I wanted to spend as much time with them as possible. This is when things started going bad between me and the person I was in a relationship in. Eventually, things got to the point where they didn't believe in me. But then told me they loved me and wanted to continue to be with me even though while I was trying to figure out why they hurt me. One day, this person suddenly said they wanted to be with someone else but were already with them. My heart is torn to pieces and I feel betrayed, worthless, and used. All the while I'm suffering while this person is happy with someone new. I'm at a loss at what to do anymore..