Today on MSN, a friend of mine sent a note (not a suicide note) to me, which she told me to send the note to a mutual friend of ours. I talked with her for a while, trying to resist the urge to go kill myself. I cried throughout the entire time while she talked with me, during which I felt like I hadn't helped her at all, even though I have tried to help her. She asked me to add something to the note for our friend, which I read through the note and I was absolutely crushed by it. No mention about me at all in the note, yet there is mention about how he is a "breath of fresh air for her" etc. She's only known him for a bit over a month, yet she's known me for over a year and a half. I admit that he is a great person and that he is very helpful to people, and I'm glad that the two of them are friends. However, I'm very hurt and upset that I'm not even mentioned in the note. I am not important and I should just die.