Hey, I've been posting on SF like mad, hope you don't mind. I'm sad and lonely. I feel like it's night time and I'm the only one alive. Dispite the fact ive got my bf in here but he's playing games. I feel like ive got this huge hole in my heart. idk what to do anymore. I keep wanting to cry out "help me, just fucking help me, doesn't anybody care?" I sleep all day, sit on the pc all night. my bf is sorta the same. idk what to do anymore. I dont enjoy anything =[ and I have been isolating myself (go figure I feel lonely, right?) My phones been off. When I think of anything in the past.. i think of the people that used to be in my life but arent now. Like looking at pics on my old camera, reminds me of where i used to live, my ex, my old friends.. and the fact i should have been spending that time with my grandma instead of getting drunk every night. I have SO many regrets. I just want peace, that's all I want.