Once again, Im feeling defeated and criticized for who I am and how I react to things. Im an introvert and was recently diagnosed with anxiety. I dont know if its because of my personality but I always find it hard for people to just take me for who I am and not complain about why I do things a certain way or not say anything. People always say,"why cant you be like so and so ". It is so frustrating, so I decided to go to a psychologist at my school. Guess what, all they did was a screening and told me they will call me when they are ready. Are you kidding me? Do you call that some kind of help? They havent called me for days since I visited. It seems like Im trying to be happy and "smile more" but Its so hard when things just come in your way and people want you to be the way they want you or preceive you tobe. I hate here, I hate life. I wish I was never born, I wish I never existed. Why cant I connect with anyone here?