Its 8:30 am here
When I talk to my parents I pretend everything is all right; besides that Im tired but they are used to it
I havent been to college for about a month and All I think about is struggling with my own desires of dying
THIS MORNING my mom who barely calls me called me to ask me if everything was really all right and If I was really going to classes
I said yeah of course why you are so upset why are u so worried
She told me very seriously that she woke up this night at 4 am or so from an awful nightmare saying that she saw i was very upset and in terror and that i wasnt going to college because I was ill and upset
I didnt know what to say lol
For the record im about to do it very soon and this is going to be prolly my last week end
It just amazes me in a strange questionning way that she had such a dream
This call makes me dizzy and weird
is there a psychic connection in this lol
Did you feel that something was strange before something really upsetting happened
what do u think
When I talk to my parents I pretend everything is all right; besides that Im tired but they are used to it
I havent been to college for about a month and All I think about is struggling with my own desires of dying
THIS MORNING my mom who barely calls me called me to ask me if everything was really all right and If I was really going to classes
I said yeah of course why you are so upset why are u so worried
She told me very seriously that she woke up this night at 4 am or so from an awful nightmare saying that she saw i was very upset and in terror and that i wasnt going to college because I was ill and upset
I didnt know what to say lol
For the record im about to do it very soon and this is going to be prolly my last week end
It just amazes me in a strange questionning way that she had such a dream
This call makes me dizzy and weird
is there a psychic connection in this lol
Did you feel that something was strange before something really upsetting happened
what do u think