It's summer, once again for me. Nothing to do but contemplate my life that sucks. I never accomplish anything, I never feel like I'm moving forward. Just about ready to throw in the towel and give up. Something has to change, I know this. But nothing can change for me. Everything I hate about myself is permanent; can't be fixed or cured. I'm broken, and will always be broken. The pain is too bad most days. Like today. I can't move my neck at all. And all I did was stretch, not I'm paralyzed for a length of time to yet be determined. Going nowhere/being stuck and being in constant pain is just about too much for me. Like I said earlier, ready to throw in the towel. Not like I would be missed or anything; no talents or skills, no friends or acquaintances. I know from my past posts that its obvious I'm a college student, but at this point that's a large part of the problem rather than a positive thing. I don't have anything. Nothing but pain and misery.