Vicious cycle

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by AlaskanIce, May 7, 2014.

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  1. AlaskanIce

    AlaskanIce Active Member

    It's summer, once again for me. Nothing to do but contemplate my life that sucks. I never accomplish anything, I never feel like I'm moving forward. Just about ready to throw in the towel and give up.

    Something has to change, I know this. But nothing can change for me. Everything I hate about myself is permanent; can't be fixed or cured. I'm broken, and will always be broken. The pain is too bad most days. Like today. I can't move my neck at all. And all I did was stretch, not I'm paralyzed for a length of time to yet be determined.

    Going nowhere/being stuck and being in constant pain is just about too much for me. Like I said earlier, ready to throw in the towel. Not like I would be missed or anything; no talents or skills, no friends or acquaintances. I know from my past posts that its obvious I'm a college student, but at this point that's a large part of the problem rather than a positive thing. I don't have anything. Nothing but pain and misery.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Do hope you can see a specialist that can help you with coping with the amt of pain you are in Just because you are broken does not mean you cannot mend ok many here have been broken but found the pieces and put them back together again. Sometimes one can be stronger even hugs
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