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    Videos coming soon
    It is only my brain that is saying that I could or I should
    It is my jealousy
    It is my aspiration
    It is my sense of belief
    It is what I’d enjoy
    It is the sense and belief that I missed my chance
    It is the sense that I am not liked
    It is my sense that I screwed up
    It is my sense that I let them down
    It is my sense that I am missing out
    It is my sense that I could achieve something else with others,
    It is my chance to meet them, briefly
    It is my regret
    It is a memory of being let down
    It is a memory of not being prepared
    It is lost images
    It is an unanswered phone
    It is too much chat and not enough doing
    It is the fantasy
    It is the fantasy that they see through me
    It is the sense that they don’t believe in me
    It is the sense that I now don’t believe in myself (for a brief period)
    It is self absorbed
    It is wanting to cry
    It is not being able to talk
    It is trying to communicate
    It is the sense of missing out
    It is the fear of not achieving
    It is evidently justified negative beliefs
    It is possibly not true
    It is definitely my brain
    It probably doesn’t matter
    I certainly care though
    It is being ignored
    It is a hope that I am wrong
    It is my clouded judgement
    It is cognitive thinking
    It is a waste of time
    It is a waste of energy
    It is a distraction
    It is a shame, to me
    It was a missed opportunity
    It is self-pity
    It isn’t real
    It is in my head
    It is a wake up call
    It is defining yourself through people you are associated with or privileged to know
    It is feeling like a failure
    It is shattering my fantasy and realising where I really am
    It is not being where I want to be
    It was my own brain getting led away
    It was my own drama
    It was my fantasy
    It was me

    My problem is i think i'm special
    Don't you know these things you want so much are killing you?
    Distraction
     
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