For the past week I have been hearing voices telling me to hurt myself. I haven't given in yet, but I am afraid I might soon. I have taken my as needed doses of Thorazine, but they haven't been helping. I have Schizoaffective disorder so it's common for me to hear voices sometimes, but the medication I've been on for the last year or so, Haldol and Thorazine, usually help. Lately it seems there is nothing I can do to stop the voices. My grandpa and I met with my case manager, Kate, this morning for coffee. She said they sound particularly bad because I was even hearing them when we were all talking. She said she would go with me to the hospital to make sure I get admitted tomorrow, and that she would phone the emergency nurse and psychiatrist to see if they can admit me as well. But I am scared to go to the hospital. They're always mean and make you feel horrible there, not to mention the long wait and even worse the time in the psych ward if I do get admitted. I guess I'm just wondering what all of your opinions are, as to what I should do. Sorry if I posted this in the wrong place, I don't post very often.