Voices....

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by xXxRNBxXx, Nov 27, 2009.

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  1. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    My voices are loud today and very controlling....

    Im trying my best to not listen but its so hard....

    There demanding i harm myself...

    Please god if ive not already been through enough shit....

    LEAVE ME ALONE :cry:
     
  2. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Hun, you can beat these voices. Do NOT listen to them.

    They don't control you. Ignore them, I know it;s hard but just do it. Please don't give in.

    I'm sorry for being useless tonight..I still care :hug:
     
  3. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    Your not useless at all hun....your my closest friend on here! :hug:

    I just so want to be normal...life so unfair ive had enough of this shit...

    Everything is so unbearable! :cry:
     
  4. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Hun you are normal and amazing. Don't let them get to you like this.

    Come into chat, maybe I can help you there. You are strong, we got through last night.

    Seen Home and Away recently? :p :hug:
     
  5. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Your voices are getting to strong then maybe call your doctor and let know as your meds may need to be adjusted a bit okay. call doctor keep him in the loop of what is happening. take care
     
  6. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    i guess its my own fault there so bad...ive not been taking my meds :cry:
     
  7. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    Why'd you stop taking them hun? :hug:
     
  8. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    Going thrgh the same at moment very strong just got to fght them best ya can if they start over power go to the hosp.Feel like bit of a hypercrit as i should be there to
     
  9. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member


    *sigh* well...

    My voices were telling me im being posioned...

    Then i started wondering am i...are the doctors just shoving these meds at me to shut me up.... i dunno maybe im paranoid....

    hard to explain i guess...
     
  10. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member


    So hard isnt it... what do you do to try block them out? music use to help me but not anymore...

    x :hug:
     
  11. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    Cant seem to anymore same music but most music i listen too has meaning which makes me worse.This time there everyday wont go.Fghting them but wearing me down thts all ya can do is fght them best ya can if they start to win get help
     
  12. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    yeah i know exactly what you mean...

    I hate talking about me hearing voices... i feel so stupid and abnormal...

    so ashamed of my life! :cry:
     
  13. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    Best thng to do is talk and believe me ya not stupid or abnormal dont put ya self down to many ppl in the world tht do tht for ya just think we all the normal ppl here the unnormal ppl are out there somewhere lol
     
  14. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    yeah true...

    I just feel ashamed talking bout it...ive not even told my family or friends... only my husband knows.... when im shouting back at them people look at me so funny...thats why i dont go out much anymore...
     
  15. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    I don't know what your diagnosis is sorry, but maybe your meds weren't working as well as they should've been.

    Can you make an appt with your Doctor or CPN to discuss it? Perhaps you need your dose altered or your meds changed.
     
  16. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member


    I have psychotic depression
    and apparently i tick some boxes for schzo and personality disorder....

    I have app with my psych on 10th dec im trying to hold oout until then...

    xx
     
  17. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    Yes i find it hard to talk too and ive avoided all my friends do ya have a counciller i find tht is one person i open up too as they not judgemental
     
  18. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    i did have one but not been since been in hossy only got out 4 week ago... im also on a psychology waiting list too apparently... maybe this will hwlp a little...who knows huh x
     
  19. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    Cant hurt any help better than none Keep ya chin up and just remember ya unique not strange
     
  20. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    awh what a lovely thing to say thanks hun :hug: xXx
     
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