my life is a volcano about to erupt. the first foundation was when my mom passed away then things keep getting worser and worser for me. it has built up so much for me that i am at a boiling point. my life is a volcano about to erupt. i posted on another forum a christmas wish.. my words apperantly were worded wrong and eveyone started blaming me for being mean and rude.. so then i go on and cuss because i got mad and upset and very tired of others accusing me of being an mean uncaring person.. well then they happen to ban me, then a little while later i get an invitation to rejoin saying they were too quick to ban me and wish for me to return and start fresh well i started fresh already but not one person can ever forget my past.. they want to throw it up in my face every dang time.. that has put a stone upon my heart and has helped cause my heart to boil with this much pain. the daltons, they added a lot of hurt to me.. they put a lot of this pain upon my heart. i just never have understood how they can be so cold and so mean.. i only needed peace between them and they just dont understand that.. so i am giving them what they want.. the guy who burnt my home down.. hes has getting away with doing it.. i went over there the other day and the part that was still standing had fall down.. i thought the wind may have pushed it down so i go around to the other side and see this 4 wheeler track, apperantly he has pulled up next to the end, tied a rope or chain around it and pulled the rest of it down.. my guess is when i go back over there, that part will be burnt because he probably will finish burning it down and he will get away with it again. i have had it with everything.. people get away with stuff, now where is the justice in this world? where is it?? so my gift to everyone this time of year.. it is my gift to the daltons, to those other online boards and to everyone else who wants me out of their lifes, well this is my gift to you. and to everyone else here i hope you all find a love , hope, and peace.. God knows i have tried and cant do it anymore..