waaaaaaaaaaa................

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by ghostperson, Apr 17, 2013.

  1. ghostperson

    ghostperson Member

    waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...................... i just want to scream........
    its weird why life seems so dry... so boring... so full of pain....
    lost the only thing that kept me together for all these years......
    dont know what to do...
    i'm on the IT sector and i envy the computers at work...
    if it has problems its just easy to fix...
    i wish theres a shutdown button in life...
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hugs toyou
     
  3. ghostperson

    ghostperson Member

    thanks....

    it helped a having a place to pour out my rants about my life...
     
  4. Theodora

    Theodora Well-Known Member

    Keep pouring out the rants. Would it be possible to consider adding something positive to your life?
     
  5. Witty_Sarcasm

    Witty_Sarcasm Writer, Musician, Fun Lover, Magic Maker

    It's good to be able to rant, sometimes that can really help. Why are you feeling the way you do? Is there something triggering you to make you feel this way?
     
  6. ghostperson

    ghostperson Member

    i like your signature "Sometimes the person who tries to make everyone happy is the most lonely person."

    at work I'm the one who makes everyone laugh with my silly jokes...
    but before i became open to other people, i was a loner...
    i am always in-front of my computer, on forums arguing. I didnt really have a friend(physical)..
    Then I met this girl who taught me how to live... She taught me everything about life outside my room..
    now I have a decent job, my own apartment, a car...
    a good life..

    then she changed, she became cold.
    I am the kind of person who makes a spoildbrat out of the person i like...
    I have given her everything she wants, but nothing really seems to make her happy...

    I want to leave her but i'm just this stupid guy who is so attached and just cant let go...

    Its like in the movie austin powers...
    i feel like i'll lose my mojo if i'll lose her...

    i just wanna laugh at myself...
     
  7. ghostperson

    ghostperson Member

    maybe my problem is just simple.. but i'm just simply stubborn...