Wah.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Octsia, Jul 12, 2011.

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  1. Octsia

    Octsia Active Member

    Influenza A. At first I was really happy I got it. I got similar versions of it before (and three cases of pneumonia in the span of two years), and if was just fine. Basically I don't change my routine at all because I feel fine. But now my parents are having my doctor come over to our HOUSE to check up on me, and now my legs are too weak to walk right DX I just sit in bed dwelling on things that shouldn't be dwelled on. And I do NOT think that's good for my health. Last time the doctor came over I stressed out and tried to kill everyone and now he has me wear a straitjacket if he thinks I'm too wild. TRUST ME WEARING THOSE THINGS ARE HORRIBLE. You can't get hair out of your face or bugs off your arm or really move at all ;___;

    They searched my room, and I don't know how, but I know I'll find some way to kill myself in this living hell DDDX Maybe I'll finish up the bottles of goop the doctor calls medicine
     
  2. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    Sorry to hear about your illness.
    What thoughts are you dwelling on - they obviously upset you?
     
  3. Octsia

    Octsia Active Member

    I've been abused in recent years, and the memories are torture DX I know I sound idiotic but they are!
     
  4. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    You do not sound idiotic. Abuse causes more mental pain than physical, usually.

    Do your parents and your Doctor know about what happened?
     
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