I am SO SICK of feeling out of proportion!! I don't know what to make of myself any more. If you're to believe clothing manufacturers, anyone over a C is unnatural and should wear a burlap sack. Sometimes this stretches to a D or DD. But the bra manufacturers are worse. I got sent a link with some outfits and lingerie and stuff, but they sell sets of lingerie in small, medium and large. I'd probably be a "small" round about my back, but then would completely overflow the cups. It's so unfair The few things you *can* get in my size, are too expensive for me. The last bra I got was £29. This is because most of the shops online which are so proud of stocking larger bras, only stock 'designer' ones, and therefore they're more expensive. Ditto Bravissimo. And Debenhams. Even in Marks and Spencer it's tricky to find my size. So many ranges start at a 34 and don't even go up beyond a D or DD. It's a joke My mum doesn't help. She keeps saying I don't need new bras, but I have three that fit and none of them are any good under some of the tops I have. Also the soft ones I have for night time are a 34DD and way too loose, because of the back being too big as well as the fact that they're pretty old. I'm so sick of looking at all these pretty bras and knowing that they won't have them in my size. Sick of wanting to batter every person I see with a La Senza bag (they stop at an F and are, apparently, small made. The first and last time I tried on anything in there, I was told I would need a bigger size, which they used to make but DON'T ANY MORE - they should recognise that girls are getting bigger, not smaller - and that they don't make anything bigger). This is just useless. I want to look nice and feel good about myself but it's so hard to find things that will fit. Maybe this is just a sign that I shouldn't be wearing anything that's nice or sexy anyway, I should be wearing those boring industrial-standard white things. I just don't know any more.