My life has no meaning. I have no plan for my future. Everything I have tried since my divorce has failed. I am out of money and out of time. I am in my 40s. In a bad relationship. I was a stay at home mom my entire life and helped my ex with work. I have no skills. I am almost 50. I want to end it all. O hate being a failure and not having the energy to even get out of bed in the morning to shower or brush my teeth. I feel my kids will be better off without me. They will understand. I will leave an explanation. I have thought long and hard about this for over a year and see no way out. I am too tired to try anymore. There is no one who can help me.