Waiting till T comes back

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Lauru, Aug 3, 2010.

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  1. Lauru

    Lauru Well-Known Member

    before I off myself. I don't want to go without seeing her one more time.I miss her, it's been a month. The depression is getting bad. But the thought of killing myself makes me feel better somehow. Like there is hope. Ironic I know, and really doesn't make much sense, but there you go.

    I'm sorry to everyone that is in my life. I have failed them and let them down. I know they don't want me to go, but I can't live my entire life for someone else. I am so damn tired, my mind is tired, my heart is tired, my soul is tired. And sleep doesn't help. I guess I am just tired of living this life, always fighting, over and over again.

    She comes back on the 12th, 10 more days to go...
  2. Vampiress892

    Vampiress892 Active Member

    Only ten days? Lauru, you have the rest of your life ahead, of you. If you want to talk you can find me on chat, or PM me or add me on MSN if you want... I want to know why you want to do this... it isn't worth it.
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