I keep taking up space

uhhhg
Well I just got home from the funeral.

It was so sad. Seeing all his family, the casket.. last time we'll ever see it. Everything the father said.

uhhg! As soon as he started talking about how he'd touched all our lives, and what a good person he was. A brother, a father, a son, a grandfather, a friend, a mentor. :cry: I lost it. I know he's no longer in pain.. but.. god, I just can't believe I'll never see him again.
I guess though. some stuff the father said at the service hit me, in a somewhat good way...
I don't really know though

not sure what I believe
AHHHG. someone just save me from the confusion