Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by The Depressed Puppy, May 11, 2014.
Ok, so at night I'll randomly wake up,& I'll have really strong urges. It's not everynigt.
I get those, too, and I hate them. Back in the day I would've drank a six pack to lift my spirits. These (sober) days I just drink soda. Not quite the same effect but it keeps me out of trouble.
I don't drink. So that's out of the question.
I did almost go through with it,I had the pills in my hand.
Plus, lately when I wake up at nigjt, I'm confused,I feel like I'm still sleeping,& feel like I'm in a haze.