i just need time away. i feel myself cracking more and more often. i'm snapping and losing my cool more than i'd like to. i hate just forcing myself to disappear from the people i know care about me but i feel i have no choice in that matter. it could be a few days. it could be a day. it could be forever. i don't know anymore. until i can control myself. until i can control the urges to smash someones face into a brick wall i feel it best to just walk.