I have been sinking into another one of my horrible depressions for the last couple of months now. Nothing i can do to stop it - i have no job and no insurance for counseling or meds. My depression became twenty time worse last week when i had to send my dog to rescue for aggression issues. I haven't left my bed in a week now. I am barely eating it showering. I am not answering the phone to the few friends i have left. Tonight i finally told my brother i am contemplating suicide and he read and ignored my email. That made it so much worse. That he doesn't even care. Never wanted to just die more. My dad got it right when he killed himself a few years ago.