**Wanna so badly!**

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Marshmallow, Dec 16, 2006.

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  1. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Wanna do it so damn badly!
    Stressing myself out over coursework, im not gonna get it done
    Gonna be up for the next 3 days straight doing it
    NEED to burn
    NEED the pain
    NEED to punishment
    NEED it!

    F*ck F*ck F*ck!!!

    I can't even concentrate on my coursework because i just wanna burn myself!!

    argh f*ck it, who cares, i don't care. another scar to add to my collection right

    :cry:
     
  2. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    hey vikki i´m here you need to hang in there, have you tryed to look for some help yet?talk to me i´m here gor you hun
     
  3. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    I am getting help, from my doctors, i went to a psycholigist and now starting to see a spychiatrist.

    I just wanna burn, i playing with fire right now and just wanna hurt myself with it :sad:
     
  4. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    i know how you should feel, why don´t you put some ice in the place where you want to burn yourself? it may help...i don´t know i cut myself and when i want to do it ...anything can stop me, but there´s a lot of people who can control themselves. but i feel you don´t want to be stopped from doing it...isn´t it?
     
  5. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    I do wanna stop but i wanna do it so badly :sad:

    So badly im in tears right now :sad:

    I wanna do it but i don't because i know i shouldn't
     
  6. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    ok be strong i´m right here, do your best, and think about nice things like the beach or the sound of the sea...
     
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