I really would like to talk to people that can help me. I currently don't have any friends to talk to at the moment and have been keeping my feelings inside me for the most part. However I think this forum would be a good place for making good friends that can help out people like me. My life is feeling void of meaning, dull, and boring. I also don't know what to do with my life like how I want to live my life. I've also been having a hard time thinking clearly for a long time. It's like I'm in a constant state of overthinking and I can't help it. It's a constant battle with myself. These are some of the things I would like help with. I'm suicidal, but also have a willingness to be helped. Not all hope is lost. I just need to take the appropriate actions and get the appropriate help. I hope that I can talk with some people here and become friends. Please help me live a good and happy life.