I am new here and just found the site last night. I have had suicidal thoughts for three years and have attepted suicide once. I took too many acne pills and had a six pack of beer. To no avail, i woke up the next morning out ragged. I also called a friend to get comfort and reasurance. that person no longer talks to me. I have absolutely nobody except the folks. Death is much more peaceful than life and i am very comforted by the thought to have it all end in an instant. I think of suicide on a daily basis. I cut and break the skin on my arms, it is relieving to me. I know I am not ok and need help, but am hopeless.