I wish i could be locked up and thrown into solitary confinement. Then i wouldnt have to wory about anything. no more anxiety. I would just lay there and stare at the ceiling and do nothing. That or induce a coma or something. I dont want to live in this world i am not compatible with its customs and the way it works. I can never get anywhere in this society and can achieve nothing. I just want to be in a hole with nothingness waiting for that day that i will finally die. what is the best way to achieve this?