want this all to end

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Mandy1, Jan 19, 2009.

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  1. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    Im suicidal,i want to end it,i cant cope with life,my life.PLEASE.I dont no where else to turn.
     
  2. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    Please don't Amanda:hug:

    Im really sorry that you feel this way:hug:
     
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi Amanda,

    What has triggered this today? :hug:
     
  4. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    I sended you a mail.
     
  5. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    i cant cope im useless,i have no place in this life,im 41 and i have achieved nothing,i have no family no friends,my future has no meaning,i dont want to go on theres no point anymore.Im sat here all alone no one cares.
     
  6. Shauna Lea

    Shauna Lea Staff Alumni

    The past is the past - you'll go crazy thinking about all the ways you could have changed it. So the bestthing to do is focus on the future...that's something you CAN change. Give it meaning by doing things you've always wanted to do! :smile:

    Hang in there - it doesn't have to be over!
     
  7. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    i cant do this anymore,if i cant open up theres no point,:sad:
     
  8. Shauna Lea

    Shauna Lea Staff Alumni

    It's something that takes practice but you've picked a good place to start and are already doing well. Maybe going into chat would help? I know that helped me a lot!
     
  9. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    suidide is my only answer,im ready its what i want right now.I cant talk so whats the point.:sad:
     
  10. Shauna Lea

    Shauna Lea Staff Alumni

    Its not the only option - that's what this dark cloud is trying to make you believe.
     
  11. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    its what i need to do,its my only option,i truly give up,I feel so sad that sf is the only place i have left in my life.Theres lots of realy lovely people here,i wish them all well, but its not for me i have to go.
     
  12. Leiaha

    Leiaha Well-Known Member

    hey Amanda, what's up? has something happened? pm me if you want to talk about it :)

    Lea :hug:
     
  13. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    :hug:
     
  14. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    good bye xxx
     
  15. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    The fact your posted shows to me you have a little doubt, if you don't have doubt, you want to talk, maybe deep down you feel there's no point but why not give it a go? May help to rant and get it off your chest, we're here to listen.
     
  16. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    resistance your right,i do have doubts,but right now i cant see any other way out.I want to talk but dont no where to start,im really suicidal right now and ive taken some pills,not enougth to kill me.I just dont no what to do,i want to end it but i cant,what do i do sf is all i got right now.
     
  17. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    Use SF to your advantage, why do you have doubts? :hug: There usually is another way out, even though the feeling of despair masks it.
     
  18. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    i just cant see any way forward,i want to do this so much.I have doubts only in that i will fail,thats why im taking the pills slowly.sorry.
     
  19. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    Do you have anyone you can phone? Maybe a therapist, friend or a doctor? Am here for a while yet, you can talk to me if you want either about what's bothering you or general chatter that could distract you and help you feel a little better. My PM inbox is open also. Take care of yourself.
     
  20. lost43215

    lost43215 Well-Known Member

    Then I would stop taking the pills then and just sleep on the idea for tonight. Pills are def not the way to go. As you said, u have doubts if u fail. What happens if you dont get the dosage right and it ends up disabling you from it? Then you'll be disabled the rest of your life and be in a worse position. I think you should just sleep on it, or try to distract your mind from your thoughts, go on a walk, do anything to keep your mind off things... even if you want go into a huge paragraph on here about all your problems, letting it all out, even if your repeating yourself... it will prob help a ton and you'll get a lot of help back im sure :)
     
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