want to....but...

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by spiritxfade, Nov 11, 2010.

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  1. spiritxfade

    spiritxfade Well-Known Member

    started around a week ago. maybe a little more than that. even though i want to...there's too much of a risk that someone'll see.

    part of me says "Screw that...do it anyway" and i really want to listen to that part of me...it's so tempting.

    i promised i wouldn't...but...i dont know if i can keep that promise. i dont think i even want to.
  2. Fitzy

    Fitzy Well-Known Member

    Check out the stickies on this forum for alternatives to sh
  3. spiritxfade

    spiritxfade Well-Known Member

    i have.

    i guess i've had the need to sh before...just never so strongly.

    they dont really help as much as they used to :/
  4. When you get strong urges its very hard to keep control of them. the best thing you can do is keep your mind busy and from thinking of it. try not to worry about doing it or not. the more you think about it the more your mind will wander toward it. I know its hard please be strong! your not alone out there
  5. Nox Immortalis

    Nox Immortalis Well-Known Member

    Kiyun! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME BOO???? <33333 you okay??? talk to me! :(
  6. spiritxfade

    spiritxfade Well-Known Member

    didn't want to worry you with all the stuff that's happening right now, plus it sometimes makes you feel really guilty, and i didn't want to make you feel worse.

    im okay, i guess. ive been trying not to think about it.
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