Anyone here want to commit suicide but can't (or just don't think they have the guts to do it)? I am in a situation where there is no way I can kill myself, because I am a coward. So all I can do is hope for something to change. I know it won't though. Been there, done that, same old ****. You know? Also the fact that i'd be leaving people behind to "suffer" (I don't think they would suffer but thats what they tell me) makes me feel too guilty about it. I'm not sure but I imagine people can get over these things like losing someone who comimted suicide pretty quickly. Or at least stop thinking about it. There are probably times when they get reminded of that person but meh, life goes on right? Anyway i'd just like to know if anyone is feeling the same. Please tell me the reasons why too, if it's not too difficult for you to talk about your situation. I have a lot of spare time, I wish I could use that time to help people who need some support. I've tried this before but my advice seemed to make things worse for them or just annoyed them. I have many dreams and ways of how I'd like to help people but in my situation but it's very difficult. I don't go outside.. I'd try helping on the internet but I don't think I can make much difference to anyone. I wish I could.