Hello, new here. I don't know what to say. I really want release, the only thing that's keeping it at bay is my daughter. I have no worth. ...I don't know.... I haven't felt this for almost a decade. Tried suicide once along time ago, went to slow and got scared. I mean really, why bother? There's over 6 billion of us on this planet. Excluding my daughter no one would care. I hate myself. I hate myself.