Hello, I have severe anxiety and spend so much of my time worrying and obsessing over everything. Last year my obsession was that I was going to be randomly mistakenly identified and put into jail forever for something I did not do... or killed by a murderer who thought I was someone he/she wanted to kill... it was a living hell, I told no one because I feared of being labeled as crazy. The year after that I feared that something bad was going to happen and I kept obsessing over things that could have happened. Luckily these thoughts calmed down and went away and I can't remember how I got the thoughts to go away but they went away. Thank God Now my OCD is back and now Its making me think I'm a child molester because of an incident that happened 6 yrs ago. Well 6 yrs ago I was 14 and my mom's friend daughter who 3 or 4 tried to hump my leg and I allowed her to do so, She also touched my breast and I let her. However, I felt that it was wrong and I told her to stop and I felt so bad because I felt sort of aroused in the same time she did those thing after that happen I forgot about it and moved on and never allowed that behavior ever again. Now 6 yrs later, my ocd flares up and is now worried that I am child molestor and a monster, I feel so bad because I should have told an adult. I hate child molestors and believe they should be punished, I feel so guilty, and then I start to think other disturbing thoughts that I know I did not do, but this OCD is just eating me alive. My mind is turning everything around, my mind is making me believe that their was an hidden camera in the room and her mom saw what her daughter did and I didn't report it to her which is gonna lead her to think I am a molestor although I never touched her inappropriately, ever. And on top of all of this, I feel the need to confess, so I confessed to my mother and she said we all make mistakes and to forget about it? Am I child molestor? Am I a bad person? This mind of mine is eating me up. I always seems to worry when one worry goes away another one comes. What should I do? I feel like also harmed someone with knowing or remembering. When I google Ocd thoughts, I read other people stories and relate to them all so much. Im not suicidal yet, but I feel it coming because I view death as a relief, I don't know what else to do... this is miserable.