Want to live, but cant

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Raeien, Jan 29, 2008.

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  1. Raeien

    Raeien Member

    i want to live, have a normal life, wake up in the morning happy, go out everyday, do sport. but i cant, im not like other people, i want to live, but some part of me want to die. Only if i been normal..
    Ive decided to give up this life, if i dont feel better by summer.
    Telling myself i will be reborn as a new human, is the only way ive survived this far. But i know its not true, its a lie i tell myself to feel better.
     
  2. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    What is it that makes you feel bad about things? Is it depression or something that has happened to you in the past? You say you wish that you were normal. I don't really know what normal is. maybe you are more normal than you think. Don't place deadlines on your life. Set goals for success rather than failures.
     
  3. Raeien

    Raeien Member

    by normal i mean everything, i hate absolutely everything in my life
     
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