So I have suffered from severe depression for about 6 years now. I find no joy in anything. I have no interest in anything. I went to a community college for 2 1/2 years and then moved off to a university. I had hoped that moving away from home it would help snap me out of it, but it didn't. When I'm at school, I have EXTREME anxiety. My first night in my apartment I had a really bad panic attack. By the end of the week, I am just ready to go home, but when I get home, I slip back into depression. These are basically the only two emotions that I have felt for the last 6 years. I'm single, I have basically no friends, and absolutely no interest in anything whatsoever. I just want to die. I have gotten to the point where I just hate being alive.