I sit here crying. Dont have clue what to do with myself. Wanted to die so much, so a few minutes ago i started to try then i realized it wasnt going to work. Im so useless and stupid i cant even get ending everything right, i have to mess it up! Im so upset i wanted to die so much. I didnt want to face tomorrow. Cant face tomorrow I cant carry on anymore. Ive wanted to die for so long and it never worked. All i can think about is trying again. Its been on my mind for so long now :sad: Sorry this post probably doesnt even make sense right now. Im not thinking straight at the minute!