Wife and I are in a bad place right now. She's not getting what she needs from me and made a "friend" with a guy co-worker. He kissed her a few days ago, she said she backed away and when she got home immediately told me about it. So I've got that on my mind. She's still been talking to him and taking breaks with him at work. So last night out of desperation I asked her straight up. She has to chose between him or me and our family (10yr marriage, 2 kids). With no hesitation and no emotions she said him. I went to the bed room with my knife and started to cut my forearm and then finally to my wrist. It wasn't sharp enough so I went to the bathroom for the razors and she saw and asked what I was doing. I said I'll solve everyone's problems and make everyone happy. I started to cut with the razor but just couldn't do it. Then my 7yo came in and saw the blood on my arm and was crying and saying don't hurt yourself daddy. It just made me feel awful and I just couldn't do it. I want to so bad for this to be all over.