Wanting to committee suicide even when you feel good

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by purplestuff, Jan 28, 2010.

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  1. purplestuff

    purplestuff New Member

    It used to be I'd only contemplate suicide when I felt like crap, but recently I've been feeling better than I have my entire life, and yet the suicidal thoughts have only reached new obsessive levels.

    It really sucks because I know my family and especially twin brother will be devastated, but I feel like I have to do it...I don't want to be a part of this world anymore. My outlook on life is very negative. My life hasn't been the best, and I just don't see myself ever feeling fulfilled.

    So now I tie a noose...not now, a few months, but it seems inevitable.


    God bless
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    No you couldn't do that to your twin I am an identical twin and i couldn't hurt my twin that way. You know your twin would have that pain for ever if you did that. It is just ruminating try to get your doctor to switch your meds up a bit
    You need to stay strong okay not only for you but for him take care
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