All the people who i care about don't give a shit about me. I'm probably suffocating them, I don't have many friends because i"m shy, and I woulnd't be surprised if I just piss them off with always being so paranoid. I'm invisible in school, and out, and I'm thinking about just going home and just going. I always regret staying with my friends, they're both assholes, and I'm sick of being their shadows. I know I could just make new friends, but its easier said than done, I'm just so tired and sick of it now. I don't know if I'll actually do it, but I like to think that I'd finally make it end.