I'm done. My dad said I ruined Christmas,& that I should of more thought into what I want for Christmas.Its my fault for not getting the thing I want,& I need to put all the blame on me. I said i would & he said "good, you should". Now, I might need to stay home for Christmas, while my family gies to visit relatives. I'm seriously considering killing myself,what I'm considering could certainly kill me. I hope it does, if I need to Stay here.