My boyfriend committed sucide in dec 07... Now he was a full fledge crackhead. I suppose if he ran out of it, he proably try something else to keep the high going. Now when I was younger I did coke. But I never touch crack. I saw what if did to my boyfriend and it terrified me. What does it make you feel like? I know once he started using it he could go on for a couple of days. He was always chasing the shit. Why is it so addicting? I know when you party with coke at the end of the night you feel like garbage and you look like it. But my boyfriend it was a never ending high for him. It IS strange, coke is like speed, but if made him so quiet and slow. It did the opposite to him.. maybe it was because he was bipolar. IF he smoked weed he would go into super drive and clean the house./ Where as with other people it just puts them to sleep.. I am trying to understand where his head was at. Why crack?