I have so much love to give but never is wanted from folks OUT THERE, I am lonely now, my family is turning me to "that crazy sick girl" who is all never going to be well, who needs to be at a mental hospital for life. I really have no body, I do calls in hours folks I have always been hanging out with but there's no signal, else they dont have time talking/hanging out with me, not ever. I just need a light in my life to let me be awakening from this darkness, and these demons... watching me, and him, I cannot anymore, I dont want this, I cannot live , I cannot die. I just want someone. It is NOT me who is going crazy, I just dont have the power to resist them, they are my life now, I do exactly what they want me to do, that why I'm isolating myself in darkness, here I am asking, begging own my knees, I even though im no christian) prayed to Him up there a few times, felt very uncomfortable you know I had demons they were stopping me, they wants you, and you DEAD! If I had a camera you would see me im being tormented by something, I knows, they dont! You dont! But who is listening to a crazy one who's talking to herself??? Ill say Gothika. Listen. Start from now, cause I can't take it anymore, i will make it through, if I dont I will end it up being a ghost for the rest of my life, then I would go suicide 1000 a day nothing happens. Are you listening..????! Not a word what I say is a call for help, just an understanding. Listen, please. It is so sad others sees us like "old CRAZY with 10 000 cats"