For my father, who ever he is. Was it an easy choice to make? Was it a hard one to keep? Did it keep you up at night, Did you have to dull the memories? Or were you as cold, As emotionless, as I fear... Do you worry it comes to haunt you, Do you look at your clock, Wondering when you'd be exposed, Did you seek forgiveness, Did you even need it? Have you ever had sleepless nights, Like the ones you left me with. When you abandoned me.