i feel so alone at this time, just a waste of space that no one knows or would care to. i feel like disappearing, no one will even notice all they will do is just keep on living their goddamn life like nothing has happened. im just an unwanted outcast, whats the point anymore. im hurting so bad from this shit, i feel like my soul is trapped inside trying to tear its self out. im really thinking of freeing it, just ending it all so it can get out, so that i dont have to be an inconvenience of anyone anymore. well idk what ima do, i dont know, nothing is ever gonna change, nothing is ever going to get better, why not just end it before it gets worse? i hate my life, i fucking hate it, i dont wanna be here anymore, there is nothing left for me to do im going absolutely nowhere with my life im not gonna accomplish nothing, im just gonna cause problems for everyone. fuck..... fuck fuck fuck........... i dont no if im going to be here for much longer, so ima say goodbye as of now. i dont think it will ever get better.